It was an anxious time for Peter. He had some serious fence-mending to do. Just days before, Jesus had been arrested and placed on trial in the courtyard of the home of the high priest. After the arrest, his disciples had followed at a distance. Without their leader they were confused and troubled. Their world was surreal, upended, chaotic.
On the edges of the crowd, not once but three times, some bystander confronted Peter with the charge that he knew Jesus. More than that – the accusation was that he was one of Jesus’ associates, one of his disciples.
Each time Peter denied the truth of the accusation with increasing ferocity. Finally, in his exasperation, Peter called curses down on himself and swore his denial. Just then, Jesus turned and his eyes met Peter’s and Peter wept bitterly at his cowardice. To save himself, he had denied his Lord.
Now, little more than a week later, the world which collapsed into chaos at the arrest, condemnation and crucifixion of Jesus has been transformed. There is still a sense of everything in disarray, but it is different now. It is no less disorienting, but it is no longer the disorientation that leads to despair, but a wildness and a newness which gives birth to hope.
But for Peter there is a great shadow which casts its pall over this new dawning. It is the shadow of guilt and distance caused by his denial of his Lord. Could there be forgiveness and restoration? Sitting in his fishing boat on the Sea of Tiberius that question repeats itself over and over. Then a man on the shore calls out, interrupting his thoughts. The man tells these professional fishermen that despite their fruitless efforts through the night, if they would just cast their nets on the other side of the boat, they would take in a catch.
And what a catch! As soon as the fish are hauled on board, John recognizes that the man on the shore must be Jesus. But it is Peter, so eager for reconciliation, who is the first to act. He dives into the water and makes for shore. And, later, when Jesus asks for fish to eat, it is Peter who rushes back to the boat to grab them. No one is more motivated than he is to please the Master. Continue Reading »